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Past Events
Fear for Your Life: A Conscious Fear Journey
October 17 - November 21, 2024
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You are a natural creator. Your creatorship is supported by gifts you were born with, such as your intuition, sensitivity, awareness, and precision. These gifts are all powered by the resource of Fear that lives within you.
Somewhere along the line you learned that it is not safe to feel Fear, that Fear tells you what not to do.
What if…Fear is telling you EXACTLY what to do and what to create? What if Fear is actually FOR your life? For you to live full out from your aliveness, authenticity and authority?
Your Fear is not a mistake. It has real purpose. It is here to point you to: speak what is alive in your heart, take bold action on what is for your expansion, and deeply care for your connection with yourself, the people around you, and this planet.
In this journey you will build up your muscle to notice, be with, and make moves with the precious information your Fear has for you. You will heal emotional blocks that stop you from going for what you truly want. You will learn how to resource, care for and create a resilient nervous system that is foundational to your evolution.
Yes, you can live with Fear. And yes, it can be for your life.
Join this journey if you are ready to step into the unknown territory of Fear, and discover what magic it has in store for you.
Beyond Overwhelm
September 2024
Co-Hosted with Bishop Reid
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You are a multi-faceted human. You may be a creator, entrepreneur, mother, friend, daughter, sister, AND a human being with desires, needs, relationships, dreams…and it all starts to add up.
Enter: Overwhelm.
On the surface, overwhelm is simply a scenario where you have too much on your plate. Beyond the surface, there is so much wisdom that your mental, somatic, emotional, energetic and archetypal bodies have for you when you are in this state.
In this 4 week online container, you will explore firsthand what it looks and feels like to bring spaciousness and curiosity to what is happening inside of you when you are overwhelmed. You will examine the unique ingredients you use to create overwhelm, somatically experience moving from a state of contraction to expansion, and practice saying your real yes and no so you can get clear about where you want to flow your life force energy to.
Join us this September for a journey that will help you transform your biggest blocks into your biggest source of creation.
Archiarchal Women: From Competition to Co-Creation
July 23, 2024
Co-Hosted with Liliya Obukhova
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Recently Liliya had an epiphany at the Heart Gym about how deep her survival strategies around other women go. Especially around women that she perceived as empowered and radiant.
She discovered that she doesn’t know how to collaborate, co-create with such women. She would either avoid them, try to control, or create an appearance that they are a “team” while in fact not being really open with them. That is after years of having a story that she had already learned to be open with women.
Liliya discovered that not only does she have a box, but that her relationships have boxes that dictate the rules of engagement, including how she relates with women. And, she realized that she can expand her box.
Out of that realization came a possibility of a worktalk about this topic. Without knowing how, she created a worktalk about this topic with another radiant woman, Jacqueline, who helped her to discover the possibility that we could create this research space together to look at our survival strategies and create something different in relating with sisters.
Rage Club
July 18, 2024
Co-Hosted with Jenya Anderzhanova
In Person @ Ecovila Piracanga, Bahia, Brazil
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If you were raised in a modern culture you probably learned that Anger is violent, "not spiritual", immature, uncivilized and dangerous.
You were taught to be adaptive to the Patriarchal structures we were raised in, and therefore had to suppress your Anger in order to survive or fit in in those structures.
The bad news is that suppressing your rage doesn't make it disappear. Instead of going away, your unexpressed Anger got stored in your body ready to unconsciously explode or implode at any moment, to hurt yourself or the people around you.
The good news is that you can learn how to consciously experience and use the energy of Anger for what you want. Rage club is NOT about catharsis. It is a space to discover your real X on the map in relationship to anger, witness how have you been NOT using it to serve your life force, and get empowered to create what you want with Clarity and Love.
In this workshop we will hold a safe container to: get clear about your relationship to anger, take your authority back, use your voice, set boundaries, say No, Stop, and Yes!, ask for what you want, and be a stand for what you want to create for yourself, your relationships, and for the world.
5 Body Scan
July 10, 2024
Co-Hosted with Jenya Anderzhanova
In Person @ Ecovila Piracanga, Bahia, Brazil
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Your body carries innate intelligence. You actually have 5 bodies brimming with precious information for your life.
The physical body is the portal to the rest — the emotional, energetic, mental, and archetypal.
In this space we will explore tools to access these 5 planes of intelligence that live within you and other human beings. When you learn how to navigate these parts of yourself you can bring more of your inner resources online.
These tools will deepen your capacity to scan yourself and others for what is authentically needed in the now for healing, connection, and creation.
Let the source speak.
The Legendarium
July - August 2024
Co-Hosted with Jesse Eustis & Jeffrey Shub
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You are a living legend-maker. You walk the earth experiencing multitudes of magical moments just waiting for you to notice them.
The adversity you overcame with the help of an unexpected pirate crew, the impossible made possible out of thin air, the most hilarious failure, the moment you were touched by someone else so deeply it changed your life forever.
It takes skill to notice and share the legends that make up your life with feeling and impact.
This 8-week dojo is the space for you to practice exactly that: living to tell the tale.
Permacultura Interna Series
June - July 2024
Co-Hosted with Jeffrey Shub
In Person @ Ecovila Piracanga, Bahia, Brazil
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The study and principles we apply to ecosystems can also be applied to our inner world. In this workshop series, we will explore ways to create a permanent culture within ourselves and carry it into relationships with other beings.
Chaos Painting
Fridays, May 2024
Co-Hosted with Beth McNamara
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In the morning, the deluge of spiraling mental and emotional activity comes to visit again. These movements paint a very clear picture of the chaos that you live in, and yet you get lost in it, ruminating, analyzing, hesitating, doubting, and the rest. You could follow your first impulse to sit and meditate, or clean the kitchen, or do your exercise routine to try to control the chaos.
The control leaves things orderly, digestible, logical, reasonable. Makes sense.
It also leaves you without aliveness, possibility, and the space to discover what the chaos has for you.
What if you skipped the impulse to control the chaos and tried something different? What if you faced straight into the chaos and got curious about it? What if you decided NOT to try and make sense of it?
If you dare, join us in an experiment to discover what your chaos has for you with other creative and curious co-navigators.
We will unleash the chaos and explore our inner worlds and words through feeling, collaborating, and art making.
Don't come prepared for anything.
Date Night
Mondays, January - March 2024
Co-Hosted with Jeffrey Shub
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Meet with other couples and people exploring romantic relating to discover the magic you two create together.
Benefit from the intelligence of the group and real-time practice deepening intimacy in your relating space.
When I Think About You, I Trust Myself
Sunday, February 25 at 5-7 PM BRT
Co-Hosted with Gabriela Fagundes
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Move from "I trust you" to "I trust myself to navigate anything that happens"
Is your friend trustworthy? Your partner? Your parents? Your boss? Your colleague? Even your next move or that thing you desire most?
Is anyone or any situation really trustworthy?
What even is trust? Can you have trust without the expectation that they will always be there for you, loyal to you, and treat you how you want to be treated?
What if trust is a false, elegant doorway to expectations and resentment?
What if you can shift from trusting someone else to radically relying on your inner resources and the universe to navigate whatever happens?
This means you can navigate any feeling, emotion, heartbreak, celebration, aliveness, or unexpected turn of events.
If you have been placing your trust outside of yourself in life or love, come join this space to try something different.
GET VISIBLE | Rage Club for Women
January 2024, 4 week series
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Have you been playing small recently, or maybe even your whole life? Have you been waiting for permission from others to follow your desires? Have you been scared of making others angry when you ask for what you want or say what you really think? Have you been hiding behind a quiet voice or not sharing your voice at all? Have you been stopping yourself from sharing your unique gifts with the world? Have you suppressed your desires so much to the point that you don’t even know what you want?
I’ve done all of these things and I am ANGRY about it. I am angry seeing other women who do the same, tiptoeing around their own power. I am angry about all of the gold that I am sitting on and hoarding for myself because I am scared to be seen in my full magnificence and radiance. Sound familiar?
The world needs women who are committed to finding their clarity, creating from this clarity, and getting visible with what they create. This is exactly what you will practice in this Rage Club.
This space is for women who are more committed to standing in their power than hiding behind it.
I NEED this space. If you are reading this it’s possible you do too.
Beep! Shift! Go!
January 22, 2024
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You got the Beep! You got the Feedback. You are totally Hooked. You are triggered. You took one step too far and fell into the Swamp. You are NOT HERE, NOW.
Yet, you have cultivated enough conscious awareness to know what is going on inside of you while you helplessly slip into the sea of emotions that pulls you out of the present like a riptide you just can’t fight. You may be back there, hanging out in the past for an hour or a day, or maybe you’ve landed in the sticky, muddy Swamp that is gripping you up to the knees with no sign of leaving in sight.
You see that you are not here, in the small now, and you want to choose something different. You want to be here in the small now with your 4 feelings and 5 bodies fully online, letting the Bright Principles work through you, in your Adult, or even Archetypal, ego state. You want to be fully of service, you want to be on the team, you want to notice what is happening in the people and environment around you.
And still, this battle inside of you rages on: to be here, or not to be here, that is the challenge.
How do you use your discipline (and other energetic tools or forces) to CHOOSE what you want in this moment without trying to fix it or get it to go away? How can you consciously choose the present when you are somewhere else?
Navigating Offers for Intimacy
January 4, 2024
Co-Hosted with Jeffrey Shub
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Do you know how to negotiate what you want in your relating space? Or does it turn into low drama more often than not?
Navigating your relating space can be combative and filled with gremlin reactivity. On the other hand, you can fill your relating space with the Bright Principles of Connection, Collaboration, and Creation.
Negotiation is about being skilled at making offers for intimacy. With practice, winning starts happening with the people you relate to.
We want to practice with you because it is such a simple act, and yet is not always easy. We also want to research this with you because we can’t to do it alone.
What tools, what distinctions, and what level of responsibility is needed for your offers to land in support of archetypal love?
This space is for couples, for friends, for colleagues, pirates, creators, and journeyers who want to discover the magic of true intimacy. As we kick off 2024, we take a stand for practicing intimacy with ourselves, each other, and with the village to bring a new level of loving co-creation into our lives.
Sisterhood Uncensored
November 16, 2023
Co-Hosted with Jenya Anderzhanova
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Dear women,
I stood by and watched in silence as I watched you abandon yourself, again. Part of me wanted to see you suffer, and part of me was too afraid to say anything because you might hate me for calling it out.
Sounds familiar? Have you done this with the women in your life, with your sisters, before? Have you competed, compared or simmered in jealousy as a woman dared to shine her light more fully? Have you felt the pain of keeping a secret from your friend or manipulated information to win the attention of men? Have you built up false stories about why she doesn’t like you so you don’t have to create connection with a dangerous woman?
All of these weapons and habits, and ultimately survival strategies, we developed to cope with living in a patriarchal culture. This time is ending and we need to come together to redefine what sisterhood means to us in the realest sense of the word.
“Sisterhood uncensored” is a space to research what does it mean to be in deep true connection with each other as women in next culture. In order to create an archiarchal Sisterhood we will dive into the underworld of women relating in modern culture, a space filled with shadow and sorrow. Only when we feel the pain of self-inflicted suffering through facing the reality of relating to other women in patriarchy we can co-create the Sisterhood we have been yearning for for so long, together!
Relating on the Bridge
October 2, 2023
Co-Hosted with Jeffrey Shub
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It’s the topic that cannot be avoided and that also doesn’t get discussed very often.
This worktalk is born from our (Jacqueline and Jeff’s) necessity to discover how to relate in groundlessness. We come with questions and insights, and want to explore romantic relational space with you for what works and doesn’t in deepening a context between individuals on a pathless path.
This is not about archiarcal relationship because we are not there yet. This is about how it works on the bridge from Modern Culture to Archiarchy.
How do we work together, stay centered, distinguish our paths, unpack labels, acknowledge the white widows, and hold our swords high?
If you don’t know what these words mean, this will be a gateway to notice more subtle layers of relating that you may have never considered before.
We are cultivating a space between each other that walks an edge of owning our shit while being vulnerable about our underworlds. Embracing feedback as an act of care for the other to blossom into that which we have committed to. Using our energetic bodies to know when to bring more rage or gentleness to the moment.
It is a dance of nuances and a perpetual training ground for seeing ourselves clearly while staying in connection with one another, putting the larger purpose first for winning to happen. Keeping the humility of not knowing the answers alive to support unfolding magic and collaboration to co-create something bigger than us.
All of this while having FUN and making LOVE.